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I just would like to say that I am not good at this! I read my friends blogs all the time and love reading them and I wish I could do the same! Maybe when I stop having kids! LOL! So we are waiting to see if Nate gets this one job in Japan! Hopefully in the next week or so! If he does we could leave as soon as December of this year! Can you see me flying with 6 kids to Japan! Sometimes I think that I am just crazy trying to do this with 5 young kids and a new born! This baby in my belly is giving me lots of trouble! Preeclampsia and contractions just to name a few! I had severe Preelampsia with the twin and because of that I had to delivery the girls at 33 1/2 weeks! I dont want to do that with this baby at all! The doctor is seeing me every week right now and if my blood pressure keeps going up and the contraction get worse I have to go on bed rest in the hospital! I hope this does not happen! I do have 5 kids to watch and take care of and I do not have any family members that live up here! Thank goodness that I have such a great ward! It looks like this baby is a girl! We have decided that her name is going to be Amelia Jenette Peterson! I love this name! Hope all my family and friends are doing great!

Sick!

What can I say but this sucks! I hate being pregnant! I have hyperemisis, which is like morning sickness but worse alot worse! I have had it with all of my babies and I am not used to it! Sometimes I wish I could just experience once what it felt like to not be sick and to enjoy this growing thing inside me! Dont get me wrong I do enjoy my children and love them like crazy! I have been throwing up alot and have passed out a few times and had to go in a few times for fluids! I feel like I cant be a mom or a wife! I am down about 7 pounds so far! I know this will pass but could it be now and not weeks from now! Sorry I had to vent! Maybe one day I will be able to look good for my husband and get out of the house without having to throw up in the near by trash can!